Out of Hiding

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Backward motion is an illusion of safety. It made no sense; hiding when she was searching for something more. Yet something more, was something outside herself. She searched for something that provided love, protection, sacrifice, value, and sustaining power. She had a yearning for a promise of wholeness. She asked for the qualities of wholeness from others. She didn’t find them.

Her. The real her. Was hiding.

She was born into the world with mind, will, and emotion. They were trained by the world. Her heart followed. Her body followed.

 Her. The real her. Was hiding.

The world was always changing. She was led by the world. She changed too. She had deep desire for intimacy, intimacy flowing from a deep love which is formed from trust. She searched for another to trust, but the world was always changing. Consistency lacked. How could she have a desire for intimacy with a universe full of people guided by factors of change?

Her. The real her. Was hiding.

She had to meet something. Something that didn’t change. Something that didn’t deviate. Her soul was connected to the world. It pulled to inconsistency, denying the possibility for  true intimacy.

Her. The real her. Was hiding.

There had to be another part, another factor. She could not be soul. Soul did not fulfill the yearning.

She wasn’t soul. She was spirit.

Her. The real her. Was emerging.

Spirit could connect something that wasn’t flesh. It pulled her the opposite direction of the world. Spirit could communicate with something that wasn’t changing. She was spirit. Given flesh to dance in.

Her. The real her. Was emerging.

She hid exclusively in the soul for so long. It was killing her. Her ambitions, her dreams, her creativity…they had no base…they were dying. What she was created to be was dying.

But it’s okay. Her. The real her. Was emerging.

Then she found love, protection, sacrifice, value, and sustaining power. She found wholeness.

Her. The real her. Was emerging.

Intimacy comes from love. Love comes from trust. Trust comes from knowing. Knowing comes from attraction to know. Attraction stems from emotion. The emotion through spirit lies in a unwavering God. A unwaivering spiritual input. It allows for intimacy. It allows for the true yearning you have to be filled.

Her. The real her. Was Emerging.

Spirit, framed in a unwavering God, in steadiness, in consistency, started pulling body. They connected. Body pulled heart, and heart pulled mind and will. She was suddenly going in a new direction, a direction of intimacy, which she was created for, with the one she was created by.

Things began to clear. With spirit pulling the weight, she came out of hiding.

With consistency and steadiness leading the way, she emerged.

Her flesh now danced with purpose. It didn’t dance with confusion. Now knowing intimacy, she could truly know herself.

Spirit uniting with soul, her words now had power.

Spirit uniting with soul, her creativity brought life.

Spirit uniting with soul, she found intimacy, which she was created for… with the one she was created by.

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